Monday, April 29, 2013
END OF THE YEAR by austin
This is it
Junior year
If only I could like history more. Dont procrastinate (for too long). Know when to ask for help. Make friends with teachers.
I loved my teachers. Its rare to have a year when you like all of them, but it happened. I am glad I liked them All because it allowed me to get to know them as more the teachers: as real people. And they like it when you know they arent just tied to the school.
Whats next
After the next few weeks of testing, I get to research teaching tool and lesson plans and learning games so that I may successfully teach kids and adults spanish in my community. I am going to the beach with freddie and his family for a week, and I might get my family to take us to florida. I might go to a concert or two, but I'm mostly planning on spending my summer relaxing and researching colleges. I might go on a few tours of campuses, and ill definitely seek out my moms college admin buddies.
Senior year
5 ap classes and one advance
I do not want to take a break from the challenge of ap courses, but I want to take classes I know I will enjoy. This year will be about me and what I like, notwjats required of me.
I hope to stay in contact with my teachers like my mom did. I like them too much to let them stop teaching me.
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Junior Year
Junior Year
As for failures, there are a few tests that come to mind that were literal failures.... But other than that I really can't think of anything. That being said, with all of the AP tests and finals coming up there are plenty of opportunities for me to change that.
Lessons Learned? Dont procrastinate. (I havent actually "Learned" that one yet, but I am working on it).
Risks taken? I cant think of any of the top of my head... And my first instinct is to say "Unfortunately, I have lived a mundane junior year with no risks taken at all." But thats not exactly true. I may have not taken any huge risks but my year has not been mundane, I have had some of the best times of my life without really risking anything major. So I guess I would re-word my response to say, "Fortunately, I have been able to have a great, exciting, year without putting it all on the line."
This summer is going to be good. There is really nothing more to say. I have an amazing group of friends and there is no doubt we will do amazing things together.
Next year will be great too. Hopefully it will be even better than this year, as I was saying earlier. And maybe I will take a few risks, maybe not, but one thing for certain is that it will be a year to remember.
Last post of the year!
Seeing as how this year is almost over, I'm definitely looking forward to summer. I hope to do some volunteer work with Saint Joseph, while also working at Chick-fil-A all the time, and trying to get in some hours for my mentoring project. And in the midst of all of this, I still want to try to get in time at the pool or going on vacation.
For next year, I'm only taking three AP classes and two advanced, so the year isn't going to be too hard. I'm really looking forward to it, but it's crazy to think that we're already almost graduating high school.
junior year --anderson
Junior Year
I just can’t get over how strange it is that I am almost a senior in high school. When I was a freshman I remember thinking that the seniors were so, I don’t even know, I guess…old. And now that I am almost there at senior year I cannot grasp how quickly time has gone by. I still feel like that freshman walking into school for the first time. I have had a good junior year, a busy year, but a good one. One thing that hit me this year is how quickly college is approaching and how real my outside of high school life is becoming. When you are in your first two years of high school it feels like high school will never end, and now, as an almost-senior, graduation seems to be coming too quickly. I guess it’s just a natural downwards slope, and we juniors are already half way down the hill. Overall, junior year has been a great experience, I have learned a lot; but I sure can’t wait for this summer to start!
Sophia-The past, present and future.
My Junior Year
super late playlist post yeee hawwwww cowboy
(((its only one song but now you cant say i didnt warn you)))
okay here we go
witch house playlist - perfect for chilling and enjoying the ethereal and dark sounds of the pastel goth and soft grunge worlds
YOUTUBE LINK (full playlist): Halogenic
first up is gvcci hvcci (r.i.p. im still not sure what happened to you or if youre even dead but nobody has heard from you in months and they are saying you died sorry bout that friend your music was great)
1. Gvcci Hvcci feat. RITUALZ - Ghetto Ass Witch [Blind Bindings Remix]
from the album $wagged Out & $cuba Divin'
this one isnt in spotify sorry
gvcci hvcci is the grimes of the rap world - characterized by her light flowing velvet vocals and classic big electronica beats, she is grimes meets die antwoord - aggressive in her lyrics but ethereal in her tone. she starts of this playlist, building up energy that will slowly fade through the ever softening tracks that follow
anyway.... next song
2. Grimes - Genesis
from the album Visions
grimes (aka claire boucher) is the goddess of the dark wave/witch house world. shes gorgeous and talented and oh so profitable. her work is characterized by huge amounts of vocal tracks (im talking 40-70 separate tracks) layed over one another to create a soft and dense wall of harmonics that envelop the mind. this song is a pretty big contrast to the first one, but its a good cool down off of gvcci's pounding rhythms.
3. Crystal Castles - Transgender
from the album (III)
crystal castles is my favorite band so youll have to excuse me if i go on a huge spiel here (ill do my best to keep it short.) the two person band is known for their strong electronic beats and echoing vocals, and transgender is a perfect example of some of their softer works. theres no good way to describe crystal castles, you really just have to experience them
4. Grimes - Oblivion
from the album Visions
back to grimes for a more vocal driven track, mostly chosen to clear out the monotony of largely instrumental driven pieces. still a good song though.
5. Crystal Castles - Magic Spells
from the album (I)
back to another of crystal castles' softer pieces, Magic Spells is characterized by soft repetitive beats that lull the listener into total relaxation. some of you more attentive people may recognize the reference to the 1984 miniseries "V" about an alien invasion
WOAH
BONUS TRACK????////??!/?1//
yeah thats right children i couldnt leave out this one (((but you only get to hear it if you look it up - spotify doesnt have it)))
6. Chromatics - Red Car
from the album Running from the Sun
i dont know anything about chromatics but this song is a perfect song for a final piece - its slow, soft, and incredibly relaxing.
a very informal and entirely inane analysis of junior year
i guess i should start with failures because theres a hella lot of em here goes
most of my failures arent actually academic though i mean my grades sort of suck? but thats nothing new (hey its better than last year)
yeah its really in my social life. although i suppose that if you consider the fact that in august i chose to completely dump my old crew of friends and (re)make new ones its not so bad. theres been a lot of conflict but in the end it sort of settled down and now after all that ive got the best friend anybody could ever possibly want. ive found possibly the only human being who puts up with my crap and doesnt complain about it and i dont think theres anything else anyone could ask for. wow that was stupid sorry
anyway yeah tl;dr on failures: grADES AHAHAHA, i spent all year getting into fights with people who i pretended to be friends with, i have no social life outside of like two people (shout out to paula and bay you people are the only thing keeping me in touch with the rest of the world thx guys)
but on the other hand
ive had some successes i guess
ive made more friends
through the support of my closest friends ive finally developed my own identity outside of the pressures of my peers - ive purified myself in a way
ive learned to lead (wooohoooooo project leader in history club yeahhh (its actually nbd i just pretend like it is))
and i have a
totally
sick
blog
wow this was literally the worst thing ive ever written gomenasai
Makes You Stronger
As I try to think over my possible successes, absolutely nothing comes to mind. I'm sure there was something that I was successful at, though I can't remember anything large enough for it. It's not that I see this year as a failure in itself, more so that it proved to me yet more so that I am just incredibly mediocre. I do know where this problem comes from, though, and I plan to improve on that next year. I appear to have contracted an advanced form of senioritis, but as I have already had my brush with it, I hope to be immune to it next year and try to improve then.
How am I gonna do that? Well I'm still puzzling over that a bit, but I suppose the best way to go about it would be to get off the internet and actually do some studying for once. That might be a good start.
I only talked about school work, and that's how I'm gonna leave it. I honestly couldn't adequately sum up my junior year socially, if only because I have no idea how it compares to other years. (Sounds weird, I know, but I promise that it's just that I don't know how to judge how bad it is in the moment). I would want some form of objective view, and I can't say I have that yet. But I've had good and bad turns, socially, so I can't say it was completely one direction or the other.
But hey, I'm still here? And probably better off than some people. Maybe.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Junior year = ?
Fiction is me
Playlist to relax and not feel like the world is falling on youNerdy
2. Letter to me - Brad Paisley. So as I was thinking about this list this song came into my mind. Just to clarify I don't like country music nor do I like this song however it does remind me that it's not the whole world and to relax and take it easy.
3. Take it easy- the Eagles. Now this song is something from my childhood I love it and it reminds me of my grandfather which brings back good relaxing memories.
4. Energy- the Apples In Stereo. This song is so relaxing because it brings up all the peace that thinking of how tiny you are and how everything is connected.
5. Lighters - Bad Meets Evil. I find this song very relaxing because it reminds me that while things may seem bad it could be worse and that it will get better.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Change is Terrifying
Junior year was filled with the typical teenage angsty roller coaster of drama - some good, fair share of bad, but all tolerable. Successes include some personal strides and realizations along with the typical *pass all my classes/get straight A's/not make my teachers hate me* type things. Not dying from physics overload is also a pretty big accomplishment (at least in my eyes haha). Try and as much as she may, no matter how much I love Mrs. Gill, there is no way I could survive in her AP Physics class. To all those attempting it next year, I tip my hate off to you (I'll also be the one making you pot after pot of coffee when your screwed and your Web HW is due at midnight) How I'll handle Dewees next year is an entirely different question.
This years failure is well, basically my social life. That kind of died. Epically. (It's buried somewhere in the backyard. I'll have to dig it out for the summer.) Last year, signing up for classes, I didn't necessarily realize what I was getting myself into. But, as the year went on, I think I mastered the fine art of multitasking and balancing (at least to some extent). Yet on the other hand, I wouldn't completely classify this as a failure either. Maybe just an extended vacation. From everybody. It kind of felt nice, not going to lie. Annoying people aren't good for those with a short fuse and an over-anxious mind. Plus, it gave me the opportunity to re-evaluate my priorities and see where I and those around me stood.
Although Junior year wasn't as, to use a technical term, sucky as I expected it to be, I really don't think it'll compare in the slightest to what next year has in store for me. This summer will be filled with wonderful experiences like seeing friends, expanding on my mentoring project, and several wonderful summer programs that will give me the opportunity to experience college life. Oh, and maybe a couple exciting trips up north as well! (Which reminds me of another failure: college preparedness. You have less than a year Lu, get your act together!) Not to be cheesy but I really do feel as if this year has just sped by me without so much as a blink of an eye and I can't believe the end is almost near. That's pretty terrifying. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do. Where I want to go. How I want to live. What to study. What to work. See, this is why the future scares me - its inability to reassure me that everything will work itself out is what I fear most. But then again, I guess thats what it means to grow up. Trying your best and taking everything one step at a time. More so than anything, I feel as if I did everything in my power to prepare myself for the "real world" this year. Plus, I celebrated my 16th AND passed my permit test (in one attempt if I may say so myself :) )
All in all, not a bad year. Not at all. At least, one I'll never forget.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Junior Year
Thursday, April 18, 2013
My Junior Year and what I'll be Doing Next Year
Monday, April 15, 2013
Waiting for the hint of a spark (shipping playlist)
So to skip all of the junk and such, I'm just gonna go with a fanmix for one of my pairings! (Seeing that Bay did something similar encouraged me to go ahead and do it anyway). As much as I would love to treat you to my Johnlock fanmix (John/Sherlock, for those who are unaware) it only has three songs right now so I'll simply go with Kyouko/Sayaka which is (surprise, surprise) a ship from an anime I like called Puella Magi Madoka Magica.
1 - Kiss With a Fist by Florence and the Machine
You gave a kick/I gave a slap
You smashed a plate over my head/Then I set fire to our bed"
"And I can tell you just what you want
You don't want to be alone"
"Don't pay no mind to the demons/They fill you with fear
The trouble it might drag you down/If you get lost you can always be found
Just know you're not alone/Cause I'm gonna make this place your home"
"Love of mine someday you will die/But I'll be close behind
...
If there's no one beside you/When your soul embarks
I'll follow you into the dark"
"Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I'm lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and suicide"
The Playlist to Scream Every Word To:
1) Our Song by Taylor Swift- This is a classic song which I have loved for years, how could anyone not. In classic T-Swift style, the song is upbeat and the lyrics are simple enough for anyone to learn. I find this song especially amusing because, unlike most of her songs, this is about the positive side of one of her relationships as opposed to the break up or bad times. I find it unique and happy, making it great to just yell out the lyrics on a lazy Saturday.
2) Wagon Wheel by Old Crow Medicine Show- I owe my love for this song to my summer camp where I probably learned every word to it after the second day. I think it's funny that I loved this song in the middle of 2007 and in 2011 everyone was like "OMG have you heard this great new song?!" It made me feel original and I enjoyed laughing at the people who called themselves trend-setters for bringing this song to Lexington, HA! Anyway, normally I don't like folksy music too much but I find that this song has a perfect mix of country, pop, and folk. Not to mention the lyrics are clever, quick, and relatively simple. Not to mention, who doesn't love "singing" off-key "ROCK ME MAMA LIKE A WAGON WHEEL, ROCK ME ANY WAY YOU FEEL; HEEEEEEYYYYYY MAMA ROCK ME!"
3) Just Dance by Lady Gaga- This song was the first Gaga hit, and it is still my favorite to date. The song is a strange but interesting mix of techno-pop as well as what could be argued as an early version of dubstep. The main reason this song is so recitable though is because of they constant echoing. The repetition of words is really fun in my mind and I love the do, da, de parts as well, the less lyrical more beat-like parts. This song is vital to the playlist too because after Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga is probably the most singable artist.
4) Disturbia by Rihanna- Somewhat similarly to Just Dance, this song is based around the repetition and odd pitch of the word Disturbia, as well as everybody's favorite part: "bum bum be dum bum bum be dum dum". I will say that the verses are the most difficult of all the songs on this playlist to grasp, however, nobody will have a problem mumbling through them since this song is more about the beat, tempo, and rhythm than anything else.
5) Payphone by Maroon 5- As I'm sure everyone has heard this song a thousand times over this past summer, we all might be getting a little tired of it. However, if you're in a good mood and this song came up, then let's face it, you would have no choice but to give it 110%. The words are simple and fun. Even the rap part is relatively basic, depending on your rap ability.(?) But if you aren't one for rapping then no problem because it is short and sweet.
BONUS TRACK:
6) Thrift Shop by Macklemore X Ryan Lewis- A tandem which is gaining ground quickly on the other industry superstars, this song has been one of the most popular in a long time. The beat is fantastic and the lyrics are clever. Curse words or not, I am yet to meet a person who doesn't enjoy this song at least a little bit. The chorus is decent sized and easily singable. Again, depending on your ability to understand the verses and your own rapping ability, the verses and bridges can be somewhat difficult to get out, but like Disturbia, there should be no problem humming along to the beat during these times as it is still fast and enjoyable.
The truth is that I do not even own every single one of these on my iTunes, but undoubtedly if I hear these songs come through a speaker of any sort, and I've not had the worst day ever, then I will be screaming the lyrics, happy as can be.