Sunday, November 4, 2012

BOO

It was extremely difficult for me to come up with the thing that I am most afraid of. Maybe it's just because I don't have too strong of an imagination for that kind of stuff, but the classic horror movie villains and monsters don't really have an effect on me. Don't get me wrong, I love the movies, but a knife-wielding psycho killer and a demon residing in the house of an innocent family don't get to me like they do for some people. So, I guess I'll resort to the one thing that I know I'm afraid of: Failure. Boring, I know, but I've got a good reason to fear it at the moment. Tomorrow morning, at the lovely hour of 8:00 am, I'm going to take my driving test to try to get my restricted license. I've been eligible to take the test for a few months now, but I've kept putting it off. I'm not even sure why I'm so afraid. My mom tells me that I'm a good driver. I've got the parallel parking and the three-point turn down. I guess I just fear that moment when the administrator gets in my car and I actually have to take the test. I'm afraid that when it gets real, I won't be able to perform my best. I can tell myself that I shouldn't be afraid, and others can tell me that the test isn't bad at all, but I guess that's just the way I am. I stress out about everything. I know it's probably not like what most other people fear, but this is real to me. Wish me luck.

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