Territories

Being alone emotionally and physically
Hypocrisy (especially when I'm the hypocrite)
Never met someone who wasn't my friend (except Dave, I don't like Dave (JK))
People
Never really done something remarkable
In Color, and do the things I want
Contradictorily logical yet rash
Laziness
My ds lite (then), great friends (now)
Laziness

I have always felt that people are my friends I mean what are we if we don't have friends. Isn't that a boring existence? to live alone? I mean I couldn't do it you can see my fear, I hate being alone. I know that some may be very reluctant to let others in but my problem is that I have a hard time being alone. I feel like I need someone to give me encouragement and feedback every step of the way so I let everyone in even if I shouldn't and it all blows up in my face. Wow. That was uh really overly personal please no one read this. Anyway back to what I was saying. As for those of us who are reluctant we all need, sorry to be cliche but, "somebody to lean on" I couldnt do without a person or people that is why I am so thankful for new friends. Wow this has really derailed but I'm glad I got this off my chest in a hopefully unread, yet accessible manner.