clowns
hypocrites
i'm not dead yet
my mom
that my jogie is going to die. period.
marrying a southern man and having really cute kids
being a princess
trusting people
then-my blankie now-friendships & my blankie
trust
one of my greatest sorrows in my life is knowing that my grandfather (jogie) is going to die. he is not sick or anything but he's 65 and it would be naive of me to think that he was going to live forever. my jogie is my favorite family member, above my parents, siblings, aunts, cousins, everyone and if i could move out and live with him and my gramma i would be perfectly happy. ever since i was little my jogie and i have had a special bond, it may be because he was the dominant male in my life because my dad was never around, and it may be because my jogie and i are so much alike. no matter the reason my jogie and i are very close and the thought that one day he will not be here with me anymore saddens me, i have accepted that my parents one day will die and although i will be very sad, that sadness will not compare to the sorrow, heartache, and grief i will have when my jogie dies. but for the time being all i can do is enjoy the time i have with him, this summer we are going skydiving, after that i will have a real accomplishment!
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